bila sedih, siapa yang kau ingat?

assalamualaikum

well, hello there readers,

Today,it's sooooo boring since 2 of my housemates were already take off from Egypt.

So, now, it's just me and kak siti..

Usually, diorang la yang suka buat kecoh sane sini,

Ni, tetibe, rumah senyap je masa break-fasting.. : sedih :

Anyhow, ticket flight mie dah confirm , so , readers yang kat Malaysia tanah air tercinta tu, tolonglah sediakan ayam percik and air kelapa..

dah berapa hari teringin giler, ingat nak buat, tapi takde stok serai la pulak. :sadis:

Pernah tak rasa you really3 need someone to talk when suddenly rasa lonely, depressed, and your tears keep blurring your eyes?

well, i do.. a lot..

Fakta : saya bukan peng'handle' emosi yang baik

kalau dengan orang yang mie sayang, lagila, mawu berdozen air mata keluar..

Ayah buat suara keras sikit, leleh, Ibu buat muka sikit, leleh, adik luka teruk sebab jatuh basikal, leleh , tengok gambar maksu tunang pun leleh jugak!

Kalau agak2 tengok mie banyak nangis sebab somebody, tu memang confirm sayang amat la..

yela, nak marah tak sampai ati, so, take a deep breath , tahan nangis, kalau tak air mata macam air terjun..

Tak semua benda kita boleh cerita kat parents or family or even friends,

that's why,  dulu a BF really means a lot to me,

bukan BF yang baru sebulan tu okaayy, yang dah setahun lebih, yang mie sendiri dah selesa nak bercakap hal2 peribadi, family, social life, etc

itu, DULU..

Now, i realised , every single person has their own problem , why bother them?

yes, sometimes, they can calm us with hugs and shoulder to lean on..

but, how long we can stay calm?

Is it everytime, your emotion controlled you, you will bother that person?

once , whatever it is, i'll be here for you,

twice, it's ok

third time, i have my own life to settle ok!

penyelesaian,

ambik wudhu',

bentang sejadah,

pakai telekung,

solat sunat,

doa lah banyak2, mengadu kat Dia,

He's a good listener though,

If you want some advices,

buka Al - Quran,

baca then baca terjemahan sekali..

It's work for me,

and i hope for you too..

U need to believe in yourself before you believe in anyone else,

Believe is something that create miracles..

i believe in amirah